Tamara Feddema was the RIXT Poet of the Month in September. You can find her translation of the poem ‘18 September’ below. All her original Frisian poems can be read here.
18 September
September you only have thirty days
how can it be
that you let all my
schoolyears
start with you
that you let my mom pass away
and
give life to me
that you
contain
the birthdays of my unborn
and myself
and
that you let him rape
me?
You are the wound that never heals, September.
I trace the scars and make them bleed
I love you and
I want to escape you
you’ll beat me up, then kiss my bruises
you are music without a melody, September,
I don’t know what song you sing
you stole from me all my fears of what might happen
what horrors are left to face that I haven’t survived before?
I have only one last request for you, September…
let me die in June
© Tamara Feddema





